"Dream theory" of a post-95 instructor ■ Zhan Chuanyuan Not long ago, an interactive H5 "my 2022 plan list" was swiped on the Internet. Behind the messages full of positive energy, there is a generation of young people's good hope for growth and success. In 2022, my military career just crossed the special node of "10 years". Over the past 10 years, from military cadets to platoon commanders in the army, and then promoted to squadron instructors, I have tasted the growth experience of different stages. I feel more clearly that only through years of training, I can see different people, see different lives, listen to different voices, and taste the taste of sour, sweet, bitter and spicy, can I climb the ladder of dreams. The timing changes with the inherent rhythm, and I welcome the new year with steady steps. As a post-95 grass-roots leader, my every growth is like a small surging wave, constantly drawing infinite kinetic energy from the surging river of the times. Zhuji squadron of Shaoxing detachment of Zhejiang Armed Police Corps organized a military camp debate competition, and officers and soldiers spoke enthusiastically. Chen boshe The scene of physical training organized by Zhuji squadron of Shaoxing detachment of Zhejiang Armed Police Corps. Chen boshe Keyword choice "It's like a pony crossing the river. You have to wade on your own before you know how to go." Time binds each year into a volume, and some special years are placed in a prominent place on the bookshelf. From the bottom of the military training of the squadron to the first in the assessment of the Corps, Luo Hao was honored as an "excellent duty sentry" by the armed police force... When the progress bar of the new year was quietly opened, I also entered the third year of the grass-roots commander. Taking stock of the past 2021, this shining report card has become the "most powerful narrative" of the year-end summary of the Party branch of the squadron. For a young grass-roots squadron instructor, this is not only a story of winning the "turnaround", but also an experience of "counter attackers" pursuing their dreams. "As soon as I opened my mouth and didn't say a few words, I felt hot on my cheeks and uneasy in my heart." This is a plot I have never revealed to others: in May 2020, after serving as platoon leader and organ officer of the detachment for four years, my military career was facing the next choice - at that time, the Party committee of the detachment organized an interview forum for cadres with full years of service, and my heart was full of tension and entanglement According to the Convention, it is the safest growth path for a young officer to complete the resume of the detachment and then go to the post of the commander of the squadron. Too many challenges and uncertainties make me feel pressure. At the same stage, the headquarters also gave me an "olive branch" when my term of office expired. "If I go to the higher level, I will have more opportunities to exercise", "what a good opportunity, which is also the work field you are good at"... In the view of most people, the advantage of this "olive branch" is exciting and can let me avoid all kinds of challenges and difficulties caused by choosing the grass-roots level. Is it obedient to the heart to the grass-roots level, or turn to the higher authorities to do "old business"? At that time, my brain was like a coil without a clue, pulling at both ends and confusing at both ends. In order to eliminate the confusion, I asked people from the past and tried to find the answer from the successful cases. Among them, there is a sentence that impressed me deeply: the grass-roots level is a place where opportunities and challenges coexist. You can draw a colorful background of youth with the hot blood of "once dreamed of holding a sword to the ends of the world", but you have to worry about boring trifles. "A sapling can grow into a towering tree only after experiencing the wind and rain; a cadre can grow into an excellent commander and soldier only after being tempered by his will." In this era of surging waves, where do individuals choose to go? From some important special nodes under the curtain of the times, we can find the successful path guidance. *** More than two months later, the newly revised "outline for grass-roots military construction" of the Central Military Commission came into force Seeing this, I am confident and full of expectation - Taking the hot grass-roots practice as the best classroom is the best way to grow into talents. So, I embarked on the training trip of the squadron instructor. Before taking office, I had such a dialogue with the leader of the detachment: "I went to the grass-roots level. What are your plans?" "Young people should dare to try. It's like 'a pony crossing the river'. They have to wade on their own before they know how to go." Indeed, from the tension and anxiety at the beginning to the firm attitude behind, these are the true portrayal of my heart. Now it seems that the determination to take bold steps is an indispensable footnote on the growth album. Keywords metamorphosis "When you want to change others, the first thing to change is yourself" Every new year, paying attention to media dedication is a way for many people to welcome the new year. "No regrets, the choice itself is to move forward." This sentence has become one of the preferred copywriters for many young people's wechat circle of friends this year. For most young leaders who are new to the grass-roots level, complacency is perhaps the most objective description of the state. Exercise ability, make achievements and lead a good team... Everyone's dream list is full of positive energy. "I hope you can bring change." The squadron I worked for was once the "old advanced" of the detachment, but the construction of the squadron has gone downhill in the past two years... Before taking office, the leaders of the detachment had great expectations for me. In the face of the severe situation of squadron construction, I made every effort to study and analyze problems, and wanted to lead you to change the current situation as soon as possible—— Organize the backbone of the squadron to carry out night study every Tuesday evening to improve the level of theoretical knowledge; Carry out the activity of "I offer a plan for the squadron" every month to mobilize everyone's enthusiasm; Every education day is organized according to courseware and educational steps without discount, and all work seems to be moving forward step by step. Unexpectedly, such efforts lasted less than half a year, and I was poured with a basin of "cold water". "Sit less in the office and go more to the training ground", "I'm very nice, but I feel a little out of place", "I often ask you to put forward opinions, but I don't pay much"... At the end of that year, the Party branch of the squadron held an organization and life meeting, and many acute problems were put on the table, which made me particularly embarrassed. "I have conceived many scenes after serving as the chief officer, but I haven't rehearsed such a scene." Afterwards, I was very disappointed - when the dream came into reality, everything was not as bright as I thought. Open the door of grassroots, the world inside is more challenging than I thought. "Put down your ideological burden and do it boldly! Let your heart become strong." At that time, the leader of the detachment who stayed in the squadron saw my confusion and told me his experience of leading troops at the grass-roots level "Without a sense of identity, there is no firm obedience. Soldiers will follow your direction only if they recognize you from the bottom of their heart." At that moment, I made up my mind to make a change. When I took the initiative to close the distance with the soldiers, some visible changes appeared clearly in front of me—— If you want to improve the ability and quality of the backbone, you can organize your study at another time. You don't have to occupy the free time of officers and soldiers; On the education day, the traditional boring teaching mode is easy to get tired of everyone. New modes such as speech debate competition, story meeting and film viewing can make education more distracted; When the democratic construction team collects opinions, the focus is not on how many suggestions it has collected and how many activities it has carried out, but on doing more practical things. Even if it is an ordinary little thing for officers and soldiers, it can also reap the hearts of the people. In the hit TV series meritorious service, a line inspired me a lot: "respect and trust are also combat effectiveness." "When you want to change others, the first thing to change is yourself." Over the past three years as a squadron instructor, this change has been quietly staged. In the past, I was not good at words. I took the initiative to go to the soldiers and get together with them. I smelled a lot of sweat. Naturally, they took their heart out and said the truth and regarded me as their own brother. Keywords growth "Achieving the dreams of soldiers is my biggest dream" On the eve of the Spring Festival in 2022, corporal sun Heng gave his parents a special gift—— "Dad, our class has made collective third class merit this year!" After the year-end commendation meeting of the detachment in 2021, sun Heng couldn't wait to call his family to report the good news. As a monitor, this is sun Heng's dream moment. On the phone, he didn't tell his family about the hardships he had experienced in the past year, but I was the one who knew him best. As time goes on, sun Heng, who is still a first-class soldier, is outstanding in all aspects. He wanted to stay in the team and make contributions, but he was injured in a martial arts contest. For a time, sun Heng was depressed and put forward the idea of retiring from the army when it was due. "How do you know you can't do it without trying?" Seeing the good seedlings wilt, I can't sit still. Contact the rehabilitation hospital for treatment and take the initiative to have heart to heart talks. The once lively sun Heng came back. Looking at his figure of hard training, I felt very relieved. Just in the past 2021, open sun Heng's resume, each item is dazzling enough: class collective third-class merit, "Four Haves" excellent soldiers, detachment people breaking single record holders Every seed has a dream about spring. Whether I choose to go to the grass-roots level or make others stay in the team to pursue their dreams, these ongoing growth stories are not only my life answer, but also the epitome of more young comrades in arms pursuing their dreams. If someone asks, young people like to stay up late. What time is it normal to go to bed at night? Wu Jingjiang, a top soldier determined to study, responded in the wechat circle of friends: "family, have you seen the starry sky at 2 a.m.?" Because of the tight time and heavy tasks, he can only use the rest time at night to study. It is the dream of many soldiers to take an examination and get promoted. Some soldiers have a poor foundation in cultural courses, so I set up an examination group to select platoon leaders with a good cultural foundation for one-on-one guidance and guidance With a good learning environment, Wu Jingjiang's dream journey has also entered the fast lane. In the new year, the first wechat circle of friends he sent was - "2022, work hard!" Over the past three years as a squadron instructor, I am pleased to find that the growth marks of more and more comrades in arms are integrating into the forward track of the times: first class soldier Luo Hao, based on ordinary posts and hard training skills, was commended as an "excellent duty sentry" of the armed police force; Corporal Hu Xinxu is conscientious and hardworking, and the outstanding soldiers of the "Four Haves" detachment on the honor wall are impressively listed; Staff sergeant Wang Hua was the first to jump into the flood to search and rescue the people in distress in the flood fighting and rescue mission last year... Everyone is using practical actions to prove that they have caught up with the good times. Everyone is a dreamer and everyone is speeding up. "If you light a lamp for others, you can also light yourself." The "shining moments", "Shining Days" and "regretless youth" of these ordinary soldiers have also become a warm force in my heart. Not long ago, the squadron organized a New Year message activity to invite officers and soldiers to share "10 harvests last year and 10 goals this year". "Compete for the top three in martial arts competition", "invite parents to visit the team after running into excellence"... Looking at these wishes, I understand the significance of choosing the grass-roots level: like a beam of light, cluster another beam of light, one love infects another love, and achieving the dreams of soldiers is my biggest dream. I have a collection of 12 small notes ■ Zhan Chuanyuan In my drawer, there are 12 small notes, which are signed by the same name - Lin Jingzhe. Mention Lin